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I LOVE MY LIFE!!!!

I desire

A loving, caring, supportive woman in my life.

more focus in the areas I need to focus in.

a mental breakthrough.

to laugh so hard that my back hurts.

humility.

freedom.

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“Don’t be afraid to hit rock bottom, it’s a trampoline.” – C.S. Hughes
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That statement couldn’t be any more true for me in the last week.

My car got towed away, at I time when I feel that I need it the most.

Yet at the same time, I have so much to be grateful for.

I have vibrant health.
God is with me.
My mind is being opened to the infinite temple of wisdom.
I am happy.
I am confidently going forward.
I feel myself coming into contact with the results i’m after.

It’s so interesting because a few weeks back I was thinking to myself, ‘I wish I didn’t have a choice. I wish that I was forced to do one thing and focus on it until it became a success in my life.’ It’s so strange how things happen that you hope for.

It’s truly a gift that I really don’t want to have to endure.

But it’s time.

It’s fight or flight.

Fighting will mean an abundance in all areas of my life in a short time.

Flight will equal me laying in a gutter in the next few weeks.

I choose to fight.

“Do the thing and you shall have the power.” – Ralph Waldo Emerson

- J

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1 gallon of Reverse Osmosis Water
Vitamineral Green
Spirulina
Grapefruit Seed Extract
Coral Calcium
Candex
Glutamine
Flax Seed Oil
Clif Bars
Green Apples
Peaches
Grapefruit
Lemon Juice
Cayenne Pepper
Pure Grade B Organic Maple Syrup
Ezekiel Bread
Granola with Flax
Steak
Eggs
Tomatoes
Romaine Lettuce
Iceberg Lettuce
Cucumbers
Sprouts
Carrots
Coconut Oil
Raw Almonds
Peanuts
Walnuts
Cashews

 

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Johnny: “Jeff are you free…?”

Jeff: “Yeah, Johnny I’m free, are you?”

Johnny: “NO! I’m in BONDAGE!”

(Laughter!)
(Laughter!)
(Laughter!)

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king

ditto

I always feel like I’m going in circles.

But each time around I feel like I’m a little bit stronger,

a little bit wiser,

a little bit better.

I dislike hitting plateaus, I want to accelerate all areas of my life, I want a major breakthrough.

Random observations:

Sitting at Coffee Houses listening to ratatat on your ipod while reading very in depth, knowledgeable books has a powerfully stimulating effect on your mind. I walk out feeling like I’m walking on a cloud.

Having a happy dog to greet you whenever you get home drastically improves your day. Especially having a conversation dog talk.

walking for about an hour a day while meditating on things that I appreciate makes the worries of life seem all the less.

looking in the mirror and telling yourself “I love you” has a powerful affect on your subconscious mind. Unlike most of the negative thinking we impose upon ourselves throughout the day. I thought it sounded corny and stupid at first, but I was astonished at the results.

Boredom is the ultimate enemy to any person in any culture.

that’s about it for now.

I will update if I have any major breakthroughs.

- J