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I am easily attracting many beautiful women into my life.

I am happy.

I am healthy.

I am wealthy.

I am wise.

I am confident.

I am successful.

It's time for a long as heck entry.

It’s been a while, but for the sake of history and looking back on this in the future, I will put down exactly how I feel and everything that is going on in my life at this time.

Today is Tuesday October 9th 2007.

I have been running the sound at the IE systems training every Tuesday night for the last few months, it’s been interesting. I’ve been hanging out with a lot of the leadership of this region, learning and growing myself a lot.

I’ve been listening to Kevin Trudeau’s Natural Cures CD’s and my mind has been on a higher plane ever since. I want to exterminate all of the food in my house and only eat Organic Whole foods. I kind of want to be vegetarian as well, because I know I will feel 100% better than I have been in the past. It’s liberating information, now just getting to the point where I can apply it all is the key. I have been drinking a lot of water though, so that has been helping me tremendously!

A few months back I quit my job working with my dad because it had gotten too out of control over at that household. I seriously can’t associate with people who don’t want to make their lives better. My dad’s life has seriously been the same since I’ve known him. I want the best for him so bad, but it seems that most people won’t even participate in their own rescue. Makes me want to scream sometimes but oh well.

Murrieta has been a nice place to live over the last few months. Lots of nice neighbors to talk with. Paying rent has been an interesting journey. I’m still growing in that area.

I’ve been looking for new jobs all around, no luck yet… I will find one soon.

That’s pretty much it for now.

I need a pump up.

- J

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muh, muh… why’s it have to be that wayyyy!!!

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muh, muh… why’s it have to be that wayyyy!!!

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Today is October 4th. My rent is 4 days overdue. I don’t know how I’m going to pay it, but I’m sure I’ll figure out a way. Life is good. I’ve been living in this apartment for about 5 months now. It’s all very interesting. I’ve made some good new associations over the past few months. People that are helping me stretch myself. It’s all for the best. I can’t wait until I break through this pattern, life will be different then… but for now I guess I’m just going to be figuring all of this out for what it is. I love this process, it’s the best thing.

Ok I’m writing in a delirious drug addict fashion… I’m just tired.

- Jamie

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Today is October 4th. My rent is 4 days overdue. I don’t know how I’m going to pay it, but I’m sure I’ll figure out a way. Life is good. I’ve been living in this apartment for about 5 months now. It’s all very interesting. I’ve made some good new associations over the past few months. People that are helping me stretch myself. It’s all for the best. I can’t wait until I break through this pattern, life will be different then… but for now I guess I’m just going to be figuring all of this out for what it is. I love this process, it’s the best thing.

Ok I’m writing in a delirious drug addict fashion… I’m just tired.

- Jamie

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I just got home from Joshua Tree… about 22 hours ago.

I fell asleep the second I got home, then I slept for about 20 hours.

I feel so rejuvenated, but I just don’t know if that was healthy.

Today is going to be an awesome day. – Fat Jame