Dear Journal,

Today was a good day.

I slept in until like 12, fumbled around the house for a while, and did some stuff.

I made some business calls up until 6.

Seany C came down with Mike Cannon, Justin, and his brother.

We went to Jimmy Wongs Golden Dragon for chinese food. They had square plates. The food was good.

Then we headed over to the Spreckels Oregon in Balboa Park. Saw some sweet guy playing that thing. He played music over a sweet old movie called “The Kid”.

August is already here, fake fake fake!!!

I love you all.

Jamie

Dear Journal

Today was a good day to be alive.

I woke up at 9, and went to the J. O. B.

My sunburn was peeling like heck so I was a scratchy boy. It was slightly rainy and cloudy all day. Much better weather than the usual heat. I served people all day.

I got off at 6:30, attempted to go to church. I missed the bus.

srog.

Later

Jamie

Dear Journal

I need to start writing long as heck posts again.

So here we go.

Let’s see.

Today, Saturday, I woke up about 9AM. I showered and suited up. I went to Super Saturday at the Town and Country hotel down the street. I saw some really good training and got the usual pump up session. I was starving when It was over. I came home and made tostadas, good as heck. Then I took a long as heck nap and woke up around 11:30. I’m probably not going to sleep now.

I need to get myself back into my daily disciplines, daily.

Let’s make our goals clear before us.

Jamie

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Hotel Rwanda is a sad as heck movie.

I’m happy I watched it.

It’s always good to have things put back into perspective.

Jamie

Hey Jamie!!!

Trust God.

You really can’t lose in when you’re in that place.

Wow… life is incredible.

I miss so many people.

I can’t believe i’m going to be 21 in a couple of months.

fake fake fake.

I love you.

Jamie

Productivity

Today I sweat like hell.

I recruited a new associate and sold a membership.

then I went to work and sweat some more, served only a couple french kings.

It was at some rich as heck place, there was some hip old funk band playing.

I worked with this guy named Adam, he was funny as heck. Reminded me of good old Spencer Nelsen.

Now I am home and I want a cold beverage to pour on and into my body.

Smash kings.

Jamie

650

Today I was a good boy, not really. I slept in until about 1PM… slum style.

I woke up, fiddled around on the internet for like 9 months.

I cleaned the house.

I sweat.

I took my mom to and from the Comic Con.

There was 90,000 Korn kids in the streets.

I ate lots of chocolate items.

I looked at the dog.

I contacted 90 people on the phone.

I need to brush my teeth.

Who wants to go to the beach?

Make sure to go to jail always.

Jamie

649

I am happy.

Life is good.

Life is abundant.

I can breathe air, and my limbs are functioning.

Be a good boy.

Jamie

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If you can visualise the dream job, and go after it persistently, you will aquire it.

If you can visualise the dream home to live in, and go after it persistently, you will aquire it.

If you can visualise yourself in your dream car, and go after it persistently, you will aquire it.

If you can visualise the dream spouse, hold consistently to that image, and not settle for less than it, you will aquire it.

So for whatever it is that you desire, if you can see it in your mind, and you continually aspire to it, you will get it.

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For so many of us, we constantly hold onto the images of things that we do not want, and then we wonder why it keeps showing up.

And yes Levi, Ross Perot wanted to be President really bad, and no, he didn’t become what he wanted…. But that’s just because he’s Ross Perot… duh! haha!

Anyway, don’t settle for rediculous things in your life.

Make a big basket in your mind of all the things you want and GO FOR IT!!

I believe in you more than you can imagine!

- Jamie

Attn: Objective Readers

If you are a student of seeking for truth, this article may be of interest to you.

http://www.exmormon.org/journey/journey_i.htm

Never take ANYTHING for face value.

And never let anyone tell you that you’re going to Hell if you don’t believe what they do.

GOD makes the decision, not humans!!!

Yes, that was a vent.

Some things just get under my skin and make me want to scream.

- Jamie